Jan update

So, things have been okay...Brian has been sick with a terrible cold, I too have it. It really has knocked us both out for a good week and a half...
The pain in his side has gone away and I think it was gastrointestinal in nature, and no cause for alarm.
His port a cath removal surgery is rescheduled for 2/2 giving him time to get over his cold.

Scott has to have additional eye surgery on Wednesday to reduce the retinal blister/damage.

all in all the stress has been reduced some, and we are slowly working to get things back in order...it will take time, and there is no rushing to find our new "normal" I know this from previous experience.

just need to get done each day what we can, and not fret that which is left for tomorrow...though my goal is to get my etsy store up and running in the next few weeks...so stay tuned...

nerve wracking complaint

well....it's been a year since the nightmare began and Brian came to me tonight to show me a spot right across from where the necrotic tumor was that hurts and looks a little puffy...

now, he'd already been rubbing it and bothering it, so it is hard to tell anything at this point, and it hasn't been long since the PET scan, but I'd be lying if I didn't say that I am a tad bit concerned...last time I didn't give into panic...

so say it with me...I will not panic....I will not panic....I will not panic...

yeah, I feel better now...how about you?...if it is still bothering him on monday I will call the dr....